Monday, January 3, 2011

School, Worry, & Real Life

Sigh. The time for sleeping in, do nothing mornings, and relaxation is over. Which could mean only one thing: school is back in session. I have never been a big fan of school. I do alright in it and all, but I have to work hard. It doesn't just come to me; and working hard goes against my (tend to be) lazy nature. I just have to keep reminding myself that this is the last semester of my last year. (of highschool that is...) Ahh, but then comes college, which I am totally excited about! Along with the feelings of confusion, nervousness, and did I say confusion? I worry about the future, I always have. (bad, bad me!) But I have never pondered over the future as much as I have this past year. What college should I go to? What should I major in? Wait...I need money!!! What job should I take? Should I spend money on this? Should I hang with friends or study for my clep test? I need a paper bag to breathe into just thinking about it. What about you? Do you stress over the future? Do have any cool stories about how God has lead your life in the direction it's in now? Because no matter how confusing and stressful life is, no matter how much I want to lay down and give up, one thing always helps back up on my feet. The fact that GOD IS IN CONTROL. He knows what is going to happen and what is best for me, and I know He is in charge of my life. Those two facts=peace. I hope you have a lovely first day back to work, school, and real life. ;p ~ASHLEY~


Beth Ann said...

Peace = lovely word. lol
As soon as I find that paper I wrote down the library book call number for I'll email it to you.

I found this interesting quiz that was fun to do, you might want to give it a try. ;)

What Major is right for you?:

These were my results:

Amber Noella said...

Well I'm in the same boat you are. Worry is so easy.
I got this e-mail today:
"Worry does not empty tomorrow of its troubles -- it empties today of its strength!"

I don't have any cool stories...yet.
But wait, actually I have one that tells that God really is in control:

New Year's Eve was a great time for me planning my future & all...all excited. But come the 1st of Jan, I was a WRECK!! Just totally worried & uncertain of where & when I should get "the right" job, about school & so many things. And so I just cried & prayed.
But I went onto blogger after almost bursting w/ fear & saw a comment about one of my poems, & the girl says, "I really like reminded me of Jeremiah 29:11". So of course I go to that verse, & lo & behold!!! (you'll have to look that one up ;)

So yes, God does know what He's doing! I'll pray for you, dear sis.

*Ashley* said...

beth- im gonna go try that quiz right now! :D

amber- its nice to know that other people are/or have been in the same boat you are.
that email message is really really good, and thought provoking. sooo totally true.
I'm gonna go look up that bible verse asap. :)
thanks and ill be prayin for you too sis.

Rae said...

You not the only one worrying.. College and life just makes me run around in circles.. Praying for you.
Let me know if I can help ya somehow!

*Ashley* said...

thanks rae. will do. sounds like you're having a not so simple time too. ill pray for you too. your great. :)